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I don't want to give them morsels by which they think they can read me. No legends by which to interpret and misinterpret me, constantly. But some cling to my every word anyway. It's disembodying and discombobulating. Incredible distortions in peoples' field of vision when they are blinded to the important things. But maybe I am wrong, and none of it is that important.

Dizzy spells, dizzy spells, you overwhelm me with dizzy smells.

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